Here is an article about some gimmick hotels and the future. Not sure why I’d need a room in a helicopter but the underwater rooms in Fiji look kind of fun. Of course the space station hotel is still off in the future and only a dream but will probably be a reality in my life time.
“I love you… I love you… I love you… I love you,“ echoed through my mind. Time passes but her voice keeps haunting me. The mole came out of it’s hole and it saw the light. Blind it went and scurried back into the orifice of the earth made of deep dark soil. I was walking. I always walk. Walking makes me think that I’m getting some where. But I know that it leads no where or does it? I wipe the sweat off my head. It isn’t like that really. The old man on the corner. Stoned faced. A statue, a golem. The wind picks up and the sun drops. Drops of water. Beads of steel. The magnetic force governs each movement. I’m going to be king and my troops are ready for a battle lost in the oblivion of chaos.
I recently read Paul Auster’s, “Moon Palace.” Moon Palace is probably the first Chinese restaurant I dined at in my life. An early fixture from my neighborhood growing up, I believe that it closed in the early 80’s. And when an old friend from the hood brought to my attention that it’s title was directly related to this place I’ve seldom thought about, I began to think and realized the importance it has served as a beacon to the NY of my childhood that has dramatically changed.
“Moon Palace,” is the first Auster book that I’ve read. And as I began to read this novel and did a little research on the author, I learned that Auster is known for using his intimate knowledge of NYC as a backdrop for many of his stories. Auster is not a NY native. He was raised in NJ but attended Columbia University and has pretty much lived here ever since. His story telling is great. It’s entertaining and smart and I will definitely pick up another one of his books. This story reads with the intricate detail mixing fact and fiction to a point that it feels real. However, as a native I found one little crack that annoyed me. A small microscopic detail that is benign to the average reader but for me became the red flag of Auster’s excess. I think only New Yorkers would pick up on it.
In his NY characters description of an intersection he describes it as, “the junction of West Broadway and Verick.” A New Yorker would never use the term junction as it pertains to the merging of two avenues that both run North/South, specially when there is a cross street. This actual cross street would be Leonard street but most would probably use Franklin street as the reference cause one short block north it is the entrance to the Franklyn street Subway stop. Not all New Yorkers would know Leonard Street but they are more likely to know Franklin Street because of the subway. It’s a small slip but also a big one for me only because Auster is known for his realistic characterization of NY. NY is a big city with a profound history and not even the natives know every intimate detail and for me it sparked my doubt that I have to beware that a highly intelligent fiction lays underneath Auster’s very real and truthful depiction of Moon Palace, a place of NY past.
I wish that I could find a picture of Moon Palace. I wish that I could find more pictures of the NY I experienced in the 70’s. 3 decades back into the film days. Here is another beacon for me of those days past.

This is the Marlin Bar. It was located on Broadway between 110th St. and 111th St. on the west side of the Avenue. It closed in 1995. The actual bar was moved to a local spot 1020, on 110th and Amsterdam. The shot above I took sometime in 1991. I miss it.
I took this shot because it’s Neon sign and exterior was always a reminder of a NY before I was born. And when I look at it I forget about the year I took it. It looks as though it was shot in the fifties probably about the time it was opened. For me it’s a reminder of a NY that that is slowly eroding away and soon to be only a memory.
What I love most about this photo is its timelessness. It’s hard to date. It makes me think and as I get older I think about my grandparents and how when they were about 10 years old the automobile started to become an invention for the adverage person. I think about my father and how he was a kid when color television was intoduced.
If I had to pick my all time favorite commercial this would be the one. In the early 90’s, I visited the Museum of Radio and Television, I made a point to look up and watch this commercial from their archives. It was produced in 1979 and directed by Ridley Scott. The music was composed by Vangelis. This match up would collaborate again to produce one of my top 10 favorite movies Blade Runner. However, this is not the only spot Ridley directed for Chanel in 79. He also directed this one:
It is also just as great. In some ways smarter. Both have always been a reference for my sense of aesthetic. But great commercials can not exist with out great clients. Chanel like Nike is one of those brands that allowed creative freedom to raise the commercial aesthetic to an art form. For me these two Chanel spots are more poetry then commercial!
I haven’t been blogging, and I’ve been wondering why that is? I like to blog. I like to syndicate what I think and the way I go about my process. However, I’ve stopped and I’ve been wondering?

My stopping is not about results. I know this because I expect no results from blogging. However, I think that I’ve figured it out. I blog less cause I have an email list that emails everyone on that list when I post a new blog. Not all of you are subscribers. Meaning that you didn’t subscribe to my blog. Although, I know that all of you are friends, it’s my conscience that is blocking me from blogging because I have not asked for everyones permission to put them on the email list. And because of this I have raised the standard of what I think is a publishable blog. I’ve censored myself. And it’s because I have signed people to my email list that I’ve never asked. I don’t want to be a spammer.
I like to blog and need to in the freest of form. I need to just be able to do it with out worry. So I’m going to remove everyone that I know that was not asked to be on the list. And although you haven’t complained to me about it you will have to request that I keep you on the list to be notified of new posts.
Blogging for me is important for many reasons. I have to continue to do it and I can’t feel guilty about it or put myself in the position of the judgment of it’s relevance. People can always register if they want to be updated. But for now and my peace of mind, I’m not going to send email alerts to people that haven’t agreed to an email alert of a new posting.
I made a decision at the beginning of this year that I was going to put my energies to pursuing the process I love most. And shooting is what it is. My critique of photography is as great as my love for it. “What kind of photography am I going to do,” I’m often asked.
I choose to stay away from classifying it cause I just love to shoot. When I first started to take my interest seriously and build my book, it was half fashion and the other reportage. I would show it around to people and the funny thing was that the fashion people really loved my reportage and not my fashion. And the photo-journalists thought my fashion was good and my reportage work, not so good. This lead me to the conclution that they are all full of shit! This absurdity pushed me to taking a break from trying to produce more fashion shoots, which for me fashion just seems for me the most natuaral and only conceavable route to pursue, I just do not have the acedemic nature that I find in most photo-journalist.
During my break I made an effort to improve my illustration skills which I have achieved a moderate success in making a career out of it. My conclusion is that the only way to succeed in a creative field that boarders art is to have deep passion for it. Your love for it is the only well you can draw upon to keep you motivated in doing it through the failures and rejections. And you better love it’s process because it will shape how you live. My love for the process of photography is so powerful that it’s greater than my interest in it’s results. For me the results will always have room for improvement but not a reason to stop. My success are a treat and more importantly the process mobilizes me to change how I live by engaging the world around me.
So after a two year break from producing and shooting a fashion shoot the results are a click on the picture above. And although I took a break, doesn’t mean that I stopped shooting. I always shoot and will continue to.

It’s difficult times to make a living in this economy. But for me it has never been easy. This is why I take pictures like this. I’m caught in limbo trying to change my career. It’s always been difficult to survive doing storyboards and although I like it as a job, I can’t say that I deeply passionate about it. Maybe this is the reason I do not work all the time. However, if given the opportunity I would take a full time job drawing in a minute.
I love to take pictures and I’d have to say that the photographers market is much more competitive. But I just have to hang in there.
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Often I lay in bed and just listen to the world in motion out side my window and apartment. I listen intently imagining my ears traveling to the vastitude of the city’s limits.
This is what I hear.
- The tolling bells of the St. John the Divine
- The chirps of the birds
- The hooos of a morning doves
- The call of the peacocks
- The crows of crows
- The bark of dogs
- The whistle of a trains
- The roar from an Airplanes
- The chop of a Helicopters
- The engines of trucks that execrate and the boom they make going over a steal construction plate
- The sirens of the police cars and ambulances
- The hiss of a leaf blower and the scrape of a snow shovel
- The groan of the oil trucks refueling the furnaces
- The growl of the garbage trucks devouring the rubbish
- The gusts of wind
- The patter of raindrops
- The crack of thunder
- The neighbor’s front door that squeaks and slams
- The neighbor’s running water in their bathroom
- The hum and whirl of the elevator engine
- The hiss and clank of the building heaters
- The chatter of men at work and the scratch and beep of the their walky-talkies
- The beep of the intercom and the buzz from the door for visitors to enter
- The “hallelujah” from a man on broadway
- The babble of people that walk by and through the building court yard.
- The “I love you” a woman who calls up to her mother every time she leaves the building

There is nothing like seeing the dramatic country side of color during the fall season’s changing of the leaves. I really have not made a point of it to travel and see this. This year I made a point of it and was blessed with a rainbow of color.







